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Writer's pictureRaymond Hargreaves

Highschool Continued

By 16 I had progressively become a well known stoner. I had many contacts to buy marijuana from. People started coming to me for it, so I asked for permission to have people come to the house to buy marijuana, and I made a boat load of fast money. I remember this guy gave me a dang back pack full of marijuana one day and after school we all went to the park to get high. My Engineering teacher Mr. Rigby saw me bust out a massive bag of marijuana and smoke out like 16 people we killed the entire bag in that smoke session. He confronted me in class and told me not to bring it to school anymore. I think my first week long suspension was over a video camera before the cellphone revolution one person had the only camera. An old school hand held video camera with a small tape you put in it. We partied so often that all the events from every party were on this one camera. Graffiti, drugs underage sex, drug sales, breaking into the school at night I mean it was everyone involved. We got fist fights and girl fights and titties. So one day the cameraman was showing off the videos to some girls at lunch and got the camera confiscated. Everyone panicked we were all in big trouble. I was like one of five people to break into the dean's office to steal the camera. We stole the camera from the dean on a restroom break. So one morning my friend brought meth to my house before school. I did a small pinky sized line and that started my addiction. That day at school some kid hit me with food during lunch and I kicked him square in the back and he smacked his face of the table. I was wrecked with adrenaline ready to fight the student for throwing food at me. He backed out of throwing hands but I couldn't bring my heart rate down and puked from the meth I was given that morning. I managed to get into quite a few more school fights because I had enough of being bullied. I fought a black line backer that pretty much made me a Rockstar. He made fun of me in front of the whole class and I called him a N-word. We fought after school at the park like civilized students. Then I ended up fighting a wrestler. I lost both fights and then I joined the cross country team and the wrestling team. I actually still feel bad the wrestler pinned me and I wrecked his nut sack and wolverine clawed his face bad bad when they broke the fight up. I guess you could say it was the motivation I needed, but who smokes weed, cigarettes, and exercises? I was dead last place in every sport but I could out smoke everyone. Graduation was not good I was so high on meth I couldn't sleep the night before I graduated highschool in 2005 and I didn't hit rock bottom until 2007 when I finally asked for help with my meth addiction. My mom directed me to Teen Challenge where I began the process of trying to stay clean and sober.

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