Warning

To those who feel that intimidating me or attempting to put hands on me might somehow be turned in your favor. I have never been in a fight with someone who was not severely injured and or sent to the hospital and never fully recovered. I am afraid that I will kill you. I have been told by God that I am not to pursue violence but that if aggressors chose to attack me two people will be killed. I'm still in 6 more sessions of physical therapy to recover two broken fingers from my last anger outburst. I am afraid of myself not because I am super strong or have some hidden fight talent. I am afraid of fighting because I get lucky and I hurt people permanently. I know you think it's cute to antagonize me to violence but I will kill you. One lucky punch and I will stomp on your wind pipe after I knock you out. Two hits and I'll send you straight to Hell and I have a special anointing to lead people to Christ not to defend myself against your stupid ass accusations that somehow make it okay for you to get violent with me. When I get out of jail for murder I will hunt down your entire family the way my mind works is very dangerous. I must stay in a gentle peaceful fun loving environment because if I feel threatened you are in danger. I am a very spiritual person who resides very close to God the creator of the universe and he has and will defend me from violent altercations. I have come under the shadow of his wings for protection from gang members trying to steal from me and gang stalk me on campus. They think it's funny to provoke me until my knife gleams in the light then all of sudden grown ass men have tears in their eyes begging me for mercy and after all the intimidations I have already endured if you think it's cute to provoke me to violence I will not have mercy. God will need to restrain me through outside mean's because I will take your life and not think twice. I have had enough games and betrayals and set ups that I have already made up my mind that I am at peace with a murder charge if my aggressor provokes me to violence. If it comes to that I will kill you in cold blood. I am a very easy going person I have no plans to harm anyone. I have no specific enemies. People make up wild stories about me and get people hyped about revenge plots and then think I'm some kind of easy target until you have been stabbed, are bleeding out, my knife is against your throat. It doesn't need to come to that. I am a Christian and for me to have to be this way to keep myself alive sucks man. I want to live and love and operate in the spirit of Jesus Christ and you want to get violent with me while I pursue Christ and live clean and sober. I have to prepare myself to deal with violent men who don't have the balls to speak with me about truth only rumors. I have a bat in my hand, a knife, and a gun. I'm not sure why you would think it's a good idea to provoke me. I feel like people act like I have my ex girlfriend HIV she got it from people who tried to fuck me over. She thought she was cute sleeping with my enemies. There's a lot of other bullshit going around, but if you want to try your luck I promise you at 5'11 240 and I got a nasty right hook benching 210. I'm bulking and taking supplements that give me an edge, vitamins, and expansive blends that help me focus under heavy adrenaline. I promise you won't survive an altercation with me. You can just walk away and let God handle me. As if I haven't been grounded by God for like 2 years now for being disobedient. God disciplines those he loves, but if you want to take matters into your own hands you won't be the first person I've stabbed. You won't survive my blade. You get no gang credit because I am neither blood or crip north or south. I'm just a rocker foo. I'm anticipating much animosity but my body is more prepared than ever for physical violence. I'm accustomed to fist fighting I fought many fights in Highschool, my friends and I fought for fun, we were back yard wrestling enthusiasts. I wrestled at a private school. I have been attacked by many different gang members. So when you step up to throw hands and then don't throw hands I am wondering why? It's like you have the problem with me let's street fight to the death like the people of my past by backing out just shows your weakness to me and I walk all over weakness. I will disrespect everything you stand for if you show signs of weakness. I promise you if you're defending any of my past aggressors I promise you they have covered up truths about drug distribution I merely ended up there I never committed my life to supporting and defending evil. I guarantee if they are trying to put hands on me they are involved in drug distribution, defending dark traffickers, meth distribution, and all kinds of HIV and AIDS infested IV meth using sex with underage girls the whole network they are trying to get revenge for makes me sick to my stomach and you trying to join others in being against me only proves to me you are an addict, HIV positive or you yourself are selling narcotics and protecting the network of drug use in the Kern County area. Don't even give me a nasty look or I will put you on a list of people that exploit under age girls. They are trying to hide and shut me out of everything working overtime to control everything. God is my defender and you will fall into your own traps trying to harm me. Prove all my faults all you want but as of right now I am not involved in evil and if you attack me well we know. Christians don't attack others. So I already assume you don't have a relationship with God if you attack other adults with physical violence and if you aren't a Christian and you try to attack me as a adult let me remind you mutual combat in California is a felony. I will press charges and I will do everything to sue for damages assault and battery. If you don't like me don't interact with me simple. If I feel like I'm not safe I will politely leave the environment. I have no business where I'm not welcome. Thanks for coming to my Ted Talk.